Floramine's Blog

floramine — Sat, 27 Jun 2009 20:04:29 +0000

=’(

enough said

i dunnoe

floramine — Sat, 20 Jun 2009 04:15:52 +0000

i am feeling all mixed up…

been writing up lots in the other blog which is locked and obivously i look so lost in those posts.. =(

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still dont noe how to cry for help when i need one..until it really gets to me…
wonder if it will ever be too late again…to ask..

nervous banget

floramine — Wed, 17 Jun 2009 23:53:00 +0000

tummy is constantly aching…coz im nervous… grrrr…slalu nie last min dtg nervousku hahah..time kan tidur ada2 saja tia annoying eh…

im nervous on so many things now sigh.. sigh..

aaaaa somebody please tell me everything is gonna be okie..

i just realize sometimes i do lead a lonely path…

sigh..

something to think about..

floramine — Sun, 14 Jun 2009 00:53:15 +0000

Happiness was once a crystal ball,
but it was shattered as it fell to the ground.
The broken pieces showered on everyone,
and people began to pick them up.
Some collected more,
others found less.”

guilty confession

floramine — Fri, 12 Jun 2009 18:26:59 +0000

so wrong…so wrong..

yati please wake up and realize that all you are feeling is WRONG! =’(

can i turn back time and just be that nerd who only lives her life for her career and not even bother to dream bout having anything else..coz she is superwoman…she works alone and on her own..

gah crap i dunnoe why i so crabby these days…

even if i do noe why..u noe hell better i won’t want to admit it …

glittery assembly

floramine — Fri, 12 Jun 2009 01:38:17 +0000

been again another long period of time since ive seen the sky so glittery….=) luv tha L shape assembly of the stars.. =) orion’s belt? im not sure what it is …but MasyaAllah such a beautiful sight….

only He noes…only He cod see what’s hidden..

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just like a complicated design that u make on engineering drawings that takes like a long period to assemble…it takes even a longer period to dissamble it…

im still 20% dissambling..im not sure when will i finish … it takes a lot of patience and hard work.. and a lot of patience..

sigh..

yeah i do wonder why did i even build a complicated design in the first place..

maybe coz i believe more is better? when i cod have just leave it as simple but robust..

God u noe what i pray for.. for only You noe how i feel.. show me the path to ensure that should i be unable to disassemble everything single part of it…at least maybe show me how i can start repairing it…

amin..

how to be single..

floramine — Thu, 11 Jun 2009 12:09:24 +0000

I should be sued..for not blogging for sometime :p hehehe… but yeah been all around out of mind for awhile.. and need to just find that safe empty spot to settle down and be comfortable with myself again.

anyways.. i bought this great book.. how to be single by liz toccille heheh it’s hilarious and undoubtly mind reflecting to me :p haha yes superwoman who suddenly break away from all her super powers and trying to settle down for a guy.sounds familiar? yes very…

i really shud stop doing that..kills the self esteem to be honest..

well the good news is InsyaAllah this superwoman is going to get back on track now.. and hopefully finds out one day whole heartedly that she doesnt need the opposite sex to be happy.. nor need them at all actually.. =p

if im self sufficient enough to sustain myself to live and enjoy live..i really shud consider not to even have another half..

i noe i could do it =) i’ve seen living proofs in my life..

dont want to sound cocky..but i know i have the looks..the smarts..and a very wanted future career..and maybe that’s all i need..=)

i could again hopefully put my career as my first priority and just leave everything else..

and hopefully my dream of being the first bruneian lady to achieve sumthin awesome will be achieved one day.. i will not let go of this dream.. i must prove that my species are truly strong hearted when they want something..=) n maybe that would show them who we really are ..and show them what they have been missing on..

..dont ask ‘why r u single?’ ask ‘how to be single’

cheerio..

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i really hope one day i could say..it’s no longer my problem anymore..

and no longer need to hurt when i have to act like u r not there..

the guy i loved is gone..and the person right before me is just his body.. not the soul that i have loved..

a revealation

floramine — Tue, 02 Jun 2009 11:12:18 +0000

Allah knows

floramine — Tue, 02 Jun 2009 10:32:13 +0000

When you feel all alone in this world
And there’s nobody to count your tears
Just remember, no matter where you are
Allah knows
Allah knows

When you carrying a monster load
And you wonder how far you can go
With every step on that road that you take
Allah knows
Allah knows

CHORUS
No matter what, inside or out
There’s one thing of which there’s no doubt
Allah knows
Allah knows
And whatever lies in the heavens and the earth
Every star in this whole universe
Allah knows
Allah knows

When you find that special someone
Feel your whole life has barely begun
You can walk on the moon, shout it to everyone
Allah knows
Allah knows

When you gaze with love in your eyes
Catch a glimpse of paradise
And you see your child take the first breath of life
Allah knows
Allah knows

CHORUS

When you lose someone close to your heart
See your whole world fall apart
And you try to go on but it seems so hard
Allah knows
Allah knows

You see we all have a path to choose
Through the valleys and hills we go
With the ups and the downs, never fret never frown
Allah knows
Allah knows

CHORUS (x2)

BRIDGE:
Every grain of sand,
In every desert land, He knows.
Every shade of palm,
Every closed hand, He knows.
Every sparkling tear,
On every eyelash, He knows.
Every thought I have,
And every word I share, He knows.
Allah knows

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floramine — Mon, 01 Jun 2009 02:53:30 +0000

I try to talk to you, but I don’t know what to say. I am afraid you don’t want me to say anything. So I don’t. But inside of me there are words waiting to come out. And tell you how I feel-like how I miss you. And how I love you despite my broken heart. And how I need you in my life. And especially how much I want you. But those words may forever stay in my heart-locked inside. Sometimes I wonder if there are words locked inside you too… but I’ll never know.
– Author Unknown